Our Children 2005
Courtney “Missy” Alyssa LeBlond
March 01, 2001 – September 14, 2006
CPT 1 (has to do with genetics a very rare disorder)
Campbell River, BC
We just found out what killed our “Missy” on February 23, 2007 almost 6 months later. As much as I love and miss her, I’m glad we found out what happened. I don’t know what it what have been like not knowing what happen to her. “Missy” birthday is coming up in 5 days, our first without her. We are not sure what we are going to do for her. I miss EVERYTHING about “Missy”. I will LOVE her forever and MISS her until we meet again in HEAVEN. I can’t say it enough. Daddy Loves You and Misses you very much. HAVE A GOOD DAY IN HEAVEN… we’ll do our best for you here.
Liam Dan Gruer
February 24, 1996 – August 18, 2002
Vehicle Accident
St. Chrysostome, QC
It’s five birthdays that we have now endured without you, none has gotten any easier. We miss you so very much, there is not a day that goes by without our thoughts turning to you. My sweet beautiful boy. Love Dad and Lauren, Lindsay and Mom
Robert Dugan
1982 – 1986
smoke inhalation
Saint John, NB
In memory of little Robert who was here only a short time but left memories for those who knew him. He was one of my sons playmates 21 years ago and now they play together again. Love to you both, Robert and Eric.
Luke Atlas Stahl
February 4th, 2007 – February 4th, 2007
Still born
Victoria, BC
Our Angel baby, born only to receive his wings. We wanted to share with you a lifetime.. our lifetime.. thou we were only to share your lifetime with us, and for that we will be richer
NANCY ROSSER NIEMI
January 23, 1979 – February 2, 2007
unknown at this time
Selkirk , MB
Our only child Nancy June , married last February 11, 2006 passed away 9 days before first wedding anniversary. Delivered her daughter Hannah Alexis Elizabeth on Canada Day -July 1, 2006. My Nancy suffered horrendous physical pain throughout her life, as she was diagnosed with interstitial cystitis and other autoimmune diseases. She was pain free and medication free this two years. NANCY FOUND HER SOUL MATE IN HER HUSBAND CURTIS. They were the happiest years of all her 28 years of life and I am very thankful for the gift of granddaughter Hannah, to help bring joy and a purpose to keep on living. Nancy’s’ mother —-Linda Rosky-Rosser
Arthur Rivard
April 29, 1987 – December 19, 2006
Car Accident
Racine, QC
Arthur, my beautiful boy, I miss you so much. Every time I come to a job we did together I remember you more. Your work is everywhere are around me. Louis and I talk about you almost every day, I am so sorry this happened to you my love. DAD
Kelly Dale Dyck
April 5, 1961 – April 5, 2004
Cancer
Medicine Hat, Alberta
Last night while I was trying to sleep I heard Kelly’s voice. I opened my eyes and looked around but he did not appear. He said, “Mom you have to listen.You have to understand God did not take me from you, He only took my hand. You knew I was in pain that morning. The minute that I died you held my hand so gently and God reached out and took me to His side. He pulled me up and saved me from the misery and the pain… my body hurt so badly. My fight was all in vain, my search on earth is really over and I found happiness here. All the answers to my empty dreams and all that might have been. I love you and I miss you. I will always be near by. My body is gone forever but my Spirit will never die. Mom you have to go on now, live one day at a time and always remember, God did not take me from you… He only took my Hand.”
I came across this as I was going thru some of Kelly’s things. I still miss him and love him; my brave young son who died so young. I miss his voice as he was a musician and loved every moment. To all parents who have lost a child, I pray for you daily. I do not know your name, but God does. Kelly’s mom
Maude Huchette-Correia
11 octobre 1995 – 21 décembre 2006
bactérie mangeuse de chair
Montréal, QC
Averie Deveau
December 9, 2006 – December 25,2006
Brain Hemorrage
Hamilton, Ontario
Averie was born on December 9 and Passed away on Christmas Day. She was born with fetal hydrops.; her heart was 3 times the normal size, kidney problems. We had no idea that she was so sick before she was born. We sure do miss you my little pooky. Everyday gets harder and harder and not easier. Mommy was doing very well in the beginning and now it seems that it is catching up to me. You are in our hearts forever my sweet angel. I hope that you are having fun with Jesus! Till we meet again. Love Mommy, Daddy and Big Brother Ethan
Ryan Daniel Kachur
03-September, 1982 – 19-July,1999
heart attack
Saskatoon, Sk.
Ryan died at home from an undiagnosed heart defect while exercising and getting into shape for the upcoming football season. He was entering his Grade 12 year and played for the Senior Aden Bowman Football Team. He loved the outdoors and was on the executive of the Bowman Outdoor Education Club. He participated in the winter camp and canoe trips. His passion was downhill skiing at Panorama BC. Ryan enjoyed being with his family and friends. He gave up his annual month of summer camping to be with his new girl friend, spend time with his friends, and apply for a summer job. He did join the family at the lake for one last weekend before he died. Ryan lived life to the fullest in his short stay with us – Till we meet again, we miss you and love you. Mom, Dad and Sis
Marin Alexandria Megan
22 July, 1989 – 10 September, 2004
Head-on highway collision with semi
Red Deer, AB
My soft singing wind. I miss you, Marin. With all my love, my darling one. Mommy
Brent Cadman
1984 – June 4, 2005
Accident
Amherst N. S.
In memory of Brent of Amherst N.S. from Sandra Eric Stewart mother. Eric and Brent were second cousins and died 5 months apart. I think of his mother Joan and how like me she wants his memory to never be forgotten and how its our job to keep it alive. If only we could do what the world wants us to is to be over it and carry on …but if we did that it would be as if they never existed. In loving memory of BRENT.
ERIC STEWART
APRIL 25,1981 – January 1, 2005
car accident
ROTHESAY N.B.
It has only been 2 years since my Eric has died and how I long to see him, hear his voice and for him just to be-HERE. For all the days of my life, I will never stop thinking, loving and missing him, nor will I let his memory die. A HEARTBROKEN MOTHER.
Shaan Sihota
July 26, 2003 – October 16,2006
Luekemia
Surrey BC
You are gone but never forgotten. Until we met again.
Mary-Beth Chaulk
September 22,1989 – March 12, 2006
hit by a car in a crosswalk
Dartmouth, NS
Dear Mary-Beth, we are nearing a year since you were killed. We miss you more as each day passes. You have missed so much in the past 10 months. Your 17th birthday,your high school graduation, and countless other dates. I will miss you untill we see you again. Where ever you are I hope you have been reunited with your brother.T ell Keith we miss him and hold him tight and that it may be 14 years since he died but we still think of him every day. We love you both. Love Mommy, Daddy and sister Ashley.
Melissa Rose Johnson
February 5, 1979 – September 17,1998
Antigonish County, NS
HAPPY 29th BIRTHDAY!! To My Only Child MELISSA. Today is your birthday. How time goes by when I held you in my arms. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND I MISS YOU! MISS MISS YOU! LOVE YOU! MOM
Sven TAFFEIN
03-10-1971 – 01-11-2005
SUICIDE
www.gatesofremembrance.co.uk/main/tribute/?id=1634
Belgian but living in UK
Haley
September 1, 2002 – November 26, 2006
rare disease
Brandon, Manitoba
She was a true people person and everyone who came into her life loved her deeply. She lived life to the fullest that she could and never complained… a true inspiration to everyone. I loved her with all my soul and she will be deeply missed.
Dalton Lynn Harris
April 24 1998 – November 24 2002
car accident
Erwin
Daniel Gerald Garcia Jr.
08/11/03 - 04/28/06
Accidental Drowning
Albuquerque NM
The pain is to much to bear. I don’t know how we are supposed to do this. I miss him more each day. I’m tired of people saying the pain will go away with time. I doubt that.
Timothy Steven Wagner
Dec 13, 1985 – Dec 14, 1985
premature birth
Chester, NS
It’s been 21 years and now your brother Jeff who died Oct 26,2006 joins you. I hope you are both in the arms of yourOma who passed from Breast Cancer in 1991 and your grandmother Lorraine. I grieve for all of you and someday I hope we are all together again. Mom Carla Dad Steven
Felipe Catalan
08/24/1985 – 11/28/2006
ATV accident
Richmond, BC
desde tu partida has dejado un vacio que nunca se podra llenar nuestros corazones estan cansados de llorar especialmente el de mama por siempre te amare y recordare como lo mas preciado de mi vida. Hasta que nos reecontremos otra ves te amo hijo mio. claudia una madre llena de dolor
Is being 3 moths this next 28 Sunday and I miss u every day. My muscle boy. my tears wont stop. until we meet again, I well alway love u.
Roxanne Chartier
April 15, 1984 - March 29, 2005
Drug Related Accident
Winnipeg, MB
Roxanne to go on living with you gone is so hard, our heart is so broken; we often wonder how will it ever heal . Miss you so much. With all our love Mom, Dad, Chanatal
Ian Jones
13-06-1988 – 12-04-2002
Accident on ATV
South Wales, UK
Ian I love and miss you so much sweetheart and I want as many people in the world to know you and Kelly as is possible. love always Mammy.
Sean Thomas Shortridge
May 26,1975 - April 20,2006
heart attack
Winnipeg, Manitoba
Sean was only 30 when he died of a heart attack that was brought on by being an insulin-dependent diabetic for 21 years.He had a kidney transplant July 1,2001, apparently two of the meds he was on will also cause heart attacks. He worked at a physically demanding job and refused to take breaks until the job was done. He died without family by his side only co-workers. We never got to say goodbye to him. We miss him very much. When we lost Sean we also lost contact with his (year old daughter since her mother decided that grandparents aren’t important to the surviving children.
Ryan Wesley Bartolozzi
April 26, 1986 - February 25 2001
Suicide
Revelstoke, BC
When I had found out you were no longer with us, i thought i was dreaming. I thought it was some cruel family joke. I was in denial that you were gone. So suddenly. You were supposed to come and visit us. I miss you so dearly. Its been almost 7 years. I still constantly miss you. I remember the drive home from your fathers funeral. You are wonderful Ryan. Memories are what I’ve got left of you, and I will cherish them forever. I love you so much.
Chelsea Tina Mariah McDonald
January 19th 1993 – May 1st-2004
smoke inhalation
cotede neiges
Lasalle, QC
Happy Birthday My wonderful Chelsea, Gramma and Grandpa are hugging you and kissing you forever. We Love you so so much and forever. Mama and Dada were with you today with your sisters Remedy and Mercedy. You know for sure just how much we miss you and need you in our hearts, which is where you will forever be. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY WONDERFUL CHELSEA. Always remember that we will always be together forever. Anthony and Hailey, You know I feel the very same way for both of you. This was just a special day because it is Chelsea’s birthday, That’s why she got a personal message. Now I love you Anthony and Hailey and I miss you every second of the day. Anthony I see you playing Hockey every time I hear a siren for the 1st period of the game. Hailey your wonderful smile and contentment, makes me feel your here with us all the time. My wonderful angels, LOVE IS FOREVER AND EVER AND ALL YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS DEVOTE THEIR TIME TO YOU EACH DAY IN SOME WONDERFUL WAY. YOU HAVE IMPRESSED THE LIVES OF SO MANY IN SUCH A SHORT TIME. GOD BLESS YOU AND KEEP YOU WITH THE LOVE WE ALL HAVE FOR YOU. GRAMMA WILL BE BACK SOON TO TALK TO YOU ALL OF YOU. LOVE AND KISSES FROM ALL WHO LOVE YOU, AND YOU KNOW JUST HOW MANY THAT IS. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO LOVE GRAMMA AND GRANDPA
Benson Eugene Ector Jr.
May 27, 1992 – January 2, 2007
Septic Shock from an infection in his injured knee.
San Bernardino, Ca
My Mr. Benson Your Bright Smile and Funny Sayings. You Feel Me, Cool like the other side of the pillow. It’s only been a couple of weeks and We’re Missing You So Much. We just want you to know that we LOVE YOU and will see you later. Love your Family and Friends
Arianna Madison Chase
June 2, 2005 – July 21 2006
motor car accident
Winnipeg, Mb
We love you and miss you sooo much. love your family!
Jason Michael Williams
February 4,1976 – December 11, 2006
car accident
Memphis, TN
Its only been a month and we miss you so very much. I know you are in a better place with lots of loving family. I look forward to the day I will see you again. We will never forget you. You are in our heart now and forever. Mom,Dad, Jennifer
Christopher DRYDEN Richard Carl Downer
May 5, 1995 – February 16, 1999
Car Accident
Deseronto, ON
I love you.
Nara Mckenzie Weir Essinger
December 31, 2006 – January 1, 2007
Fetal hydrops
Vancouver, BC
Nara, it has only been two weeks, and I think of you every moment. Your Dad and I miss you so much, our storytime, feeling you kick, the moments we got to hold you. We love you so much, lovebug. I wish you could have stayed. Love, Mom. xoxoxo
Jeffrey Randall Wagner
January 2, 1987 – October 26, 2006
Motor Vehicle Accident
Chester, NS
Our son was 19 when he left college early but never arrived home for family night supper. The police informed us 3 1/2 hrs later that a truck with plates registered to my husband had been in an accident. They couldn’t say if the driver was our son. I asked if the person was dead and was told yes. We had to get the Chester police call the Antigonish police where the accident took place. I described my son and the officer said yes it’s him. Jeff was on his way to get a German Shepherd without telling us. Only his girlfriend knew where he was going that afternoon. He drove to his death for a dog that would never have been accepted in our home because we had two dogs and five cats. His cornea was given to a young boy in Nova Scotia and his bone tissue will help burn and cancer victims. He was a wonderful boy who grew to be a loving man. As a volunteer firefighter he received training in helping others and it was the Antigonish firefighters that extracated his body from the wreakage. The fire dept put on a memorial with a procession of these brave men and women carrying the flags of our province and country. My heart swelled with pride at the sight of these heros of our communities. Jeff made us very proud. He and his girl Emma had also joined Search and Rescue. I think the dog he was going for would have somehow been part of his joining for Rescue. Forever loved and missed by his younger brother Dan and newborn nephew who I hope will know his Uncle Jeff someday. Mom Carla and Dad Steven
David Shane Berry
January 15, 1978 – May 3, 2002
suicide
Ile des Chênes, MB
Today you would have been 29 years old! I remember so clearly the day that we received the phone call telling us that our baby boy was ready to be adopted; you were 12 days old and we had waited for you for 15 months. You were a wonderful child – so happy, smart, well-mannered and loving. If only we could have learned to live with the schizophrenia … If only I had been more patient … If only … If only … If only … David, you are forever in our hearts. Love, Mom, Dad and sister
Joshua A Minshall
1-30-84 – 11-11-06
accidental ovredose
Cincinnati, OH
my son and my heart
Sheyda Kamali
08/22/1992 – 11/16/2006
Marfan’s Syndrome
Toronto, ON
Our daughter collapsed in the school playground at lunch time on November 16, 2006. She was our only lovely daughter.
Kevin R S Dalziel
December 17, 1984 – June 9, 2006
Brain Death
Maple Ridge B.C.
My dear baby, I never imagined I would ever say good by to you this way. Everything still seems so sureel. It is the strength you and I shared together that keeps me going on. My dear Kev. “Loyal One” I keep you so close to my heart. I feel you are watching over me all the time. Love you sweet heart. Mom isn’t far honey. See you on the other side.
Love your mom xoxo P.S. Kev, my heart aches so much some times. Love you Hon…..
Dallas Faeh
April 3, 1979 – September 3, 2006
Fell asleep driving.
Quesnel, B.C.
There are no words to express the pain of losing Dallas. He was and is ‘bigger than this life’ and knowing that I will meet him again is the only thing that makes my life bearable. I am so thankful for our other children and my husband as without them, I would be lost. Kristine (Dallas’s mom)
Owen Michel Macaulay
December 7, 2006 – December 7, 2006
Stillborn
Kelowna, BC
He was a flower too sweet for earth, sent here but for a while; God marked him when He gave him birth and took him with a smile. I miss my little angel from above.
Selina Bittern
March 25, 1988 – May 21 1990
car accident
Winnipeg, MB
She was 3 years old and I miss her so much. I think about her so i can’t stop think about her. She was happy girl and she was loving girl and she was special to every one
Jonathan Alexander Audit
April 4, 1983 – January 13, 2005
Industrial Accident caused by the negligence of a stupid supervisor for a big oil company in Grande Prairie, Alberta
Jacquet River, NB and now in Heaven…
My dear son Jonathan was 21 when his life was taken from us way to fast and much too young. He went out west from New Brunswick to better himself and came home in a wooden box, any parents worse nightmare. It is going to be two years soon and he is missed so dearly. Jonathan was a type of young man that was so full of life and lived each day to its fullest. He made people laugh even when they did not want too…he helped everyone and had a great love and need to help god creatures especially dogs and cats that he loved even though he was allergic. He was left alone in a seperator shack for about two hours before he was found. His investigation is still ongoing but we should here something soon and all due to a negligent stupid alcoholic supervisor…he took our son from us…a senseless death, a preventable industrial accident. He now resides in heaven as our guradian angel, he leaves behind his sister, Allyson…his parents and many family and friends. I ask God why but never get an answer…some day I will when I meet him at the pearly gates and see his big white smile again. The oil patch is where he worked and is a very dangerous place, and so if u read this please be careful or if u know some one out there tell them, it is not all what it is cracked up to be. Sure money is good but there is alot of danger that u are not told about. I send all my condolences to the people on here who have lost loved ones. We know what u are going through…not a pleasant and a very unwanted experience. RIP Jonathan….my blue butterfly…may your wings carry you as fast as you can across the many aspects of heaven making all those others smile and laugh. Love you and miss you terribly …forever in our hearts and in our tears…we love u Jonathan…love MOM,Steve and little sister Allyson
Stuart Michael Bowler
February 23, 1969 – April 20, 1995
Motor vehicle accident
Brampton, ON
Son, Brother, Grandson, Mountain Climber, Bungee Jumper, White Water Rafter, Gym Instructor, and friend. All words to describe this remarkable man. He always strived to be the best he could be, finding peace in the beautiful mountains of New Zealand. Although 11 years have passed, we still love and miss you so very much. You live on in our hearts. Take care of your brother Simon for us and we will all be together again one day. Love always, Mom, Dad and your sister Alesia
Simon Andrew Bowler
March 12, 1972 – April 26, 2005
Took his own life
Brampton, ON
Tormented by the loss of his older brother Stuart who died in a car accident 10 years earlier, he got tired of struggling and ended his pain and suffering. He was so full of life, caring and kind that the emptiness he left will forever echo in our hearts. We know that he is with Stuart now and they are both watching over us, our special angels. A shining star has gone from our lives. Our tears still fall, For two boys gone away, Two sons and brothers, The pain felt every day, We miss you today, And every day of the year, What could have been?, If you were still here. You live in our hearts, Only a thought away, Take care of each other, We will see you one day. Forever loved and missed, Mom, Dad and your sister Alesia
Maggie MacLaughlin
November 3, 1992 – February 5, 2000
Bacterial Meningitis
St. Catharines, ON
With every day that passes, we grow closer to the time that we can be with our darling girl again. It has now been almost 7 years since she left us on a cold and wintry February night. When people ask us how long it has been and we answer 7 years, it only seems like a long time to them. To us, the wound is still fresh and raw and will always be so. A parent never heals from the loss of a child. They only learn to pretend to live the way other people want them to. Thank Heaven for The Compassionate Friends. It is the only place where we can take off our masks.
Robby Daechsel
April 5th, 1988 – August 3rd, 2003
Car accident/brain death
Coquitlam, B.C.
Thinking of you so very much now and always. I shed many tears on Christmas Eve this year remembering your smile, your touch, your laughter, and longing for you to still be alive and sharing this life with us. Our grief continues but changes as time passes. Remembering you is like a double edged sword – I want to relive all of our memories but the remembering hurts so much I feel my heart will burst. Our family will never feel whole again. All of our love forever, Mom, Dad, and sisters Kayley and Lisa.
Mitchell Lindsay Morgan
November 13, 1992 – November 13, 1992
Potters syndrome
Winnipeg, MB
I found Compassionate Friends was there for me, to support me, guide me and to let me express myself in my grief. I will never forget the wonderful people I met through this organization and that has helped me and continues to tohelp me and be my beacon of hope and light.
Aiden Tofino Day
January 7, 2006 – April 9, 2006
Rare Disorder
Victoria, BC
Aiden was my beautiful grandson and my daughter’s first baby. He brought so much joy into our lives and letting him go was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I think of him and miss him every day. I realise Aiden would have had to endure too much as he fought so hard to stay with us. I know in my heart that Aiden would want us to be as happy every day as the days when he was in our lives.
William Chappel
December 29, 1997 – August 30, 2006
Car accident
Staffa, Ontario
My son along with my husband were killed in a car accident this past summer
Adam Smith
08/31/80 – 11/10/06
Hanging
Houston, TX
Adam was a wonderful son. We miss him so much. We knew he had Bipolar Disorder, but didnt know he was off of his medicine. We just dont what to do right
Ryleigh Vigneux
January 24, 1992 – December 17, 2006
sudden and still unknown
Windsor, ON
I miss her. I am hurting.
David Shane Berry
January 15th 1978 – May 3rd 2002
suicide as a result of schizophrenia
Ile des Chênes, Manitoba
December 25th 2006 – Today is the fifth Christmas that we have had to spend without you! You were in all of our thoughts all day. Right now I am looking at the Christmas 2001 picture of you standing in front of the tree that you and Dana had decorated so beautifully; you are grinning from ear to ear because you got the Nintendo 64 game ‘Perfect Dark’ from Santa. Wish you were still here to play it … Love from Mom, Dad & sister Dana.
Taylor Poulton
May 18, 1988 – December 16, 2004
Car accident
Victoria, BC Canada
We miss you every day and talk about memories we have of you and what you would like and what you would think of all sorts of things! To some people I seem fine they might never know that I am missing my son all the time. I sometimes feel robbed! I love you Taylor and always will. Merry Christmas – Love Mom
Benjamin James Edgard Morneau
June 30, 1998 – December 4, 1998
Meningitis
Millet, AB
My sweet Angel Benjamin, you live in our hearts and are always with us. God needed you back and home you went but I know we’ll be together again one day soon, save Mommy a dance Little Buddy! Love Mommy,Daddy and big sister Janelle xox
Kevin Dreger
March 19, 1962 – October 17, 1983
Motor Vehicle Accident
Kamloops, BC
I am posting this for my friend Carol, Kevin was her only child. Carol does a marvelous work for The Compassionate Friends here in Kamloops. She does it all in memory of Kevin and for the healing of all bereaved parents who come into her life. Her pain is not wasted, because of Kevin she blesses us all.
Kenneth Bruce Simmonds
October 30, 1964 – August 11, 1988
Drowning
Kamloops, BC
Dearest Kenneth it is 18 years since we last saw you. In some ways it seems forever, others only yesterday. You are missed so much by your brothers, sister, parents and nephews. I am so grateful for your life, all you mean to us. While we remember the good times and the joy, even time does not stop us from missing you still so much.
James Smith
04/17/66 – 01/11/06
MVA
Laura Kusy
February 05, 1983 – January 03, 2002
diabetes
Revelstoke B.C.
Our hearts still bleed, the nights silent and long, the time that slips by as we lose yourselves in your memories. Our pain is still so real. We love and miss you so much Laura. We are nearing your 5th anniversary and yet in some ways it’s like we only lost you yesterday. Be safe my Laura, be at peace and be free. Love always and forever, Mom,Dad and Lindsay
Lesley Erin Cameron (First Thunder Woman)
March 24, 1988 – August 8, 2005
Suicide
Winnipeg, MB
It’s been said that time heals…no! It’s been said that things happen for a reason, it still does not make sense to me, why so early? My girl, you didn’t get to spread your wings, you did not have a chance to move out on your own, we didn’t get the opportunity to see you graduate… This is the second Christmas without you, It seems worse than last year – at least your Grandma was still with us…then she too, had to go…you both left us here to carry on…But, it’s so lonely without you! I wish Christmas was over – it’s so hard to shop, even from the beginning – everything reminds me of you, especially anything that is pink, (your favorite color). Alexis says she wishes the same…but I think, she does that for me…I’ve tried to put out your pictures, but always end up crying, and can’t do it. I love you so much My Girl! Always thinking about you..and wondering what you are doing and how you are. I hope you’re at peace!..you deserve it! Love Mom (Forever crying in my heart!) Lovingly and Dearly Missed! Love Mom, Veronica, Braden & Alexis
Baby Matthew Mackay
July 11, 1996 – Nov 8th, 1997
meningococcal,septicimia(meningitis)
Trenton, Nova Scotia
Mommy and Daddy lit your candle tonight.We still love and miss you everyday and always will.We will decorate your grave for christmas as always and visit christmas eve.Dylan is getting big,he’s almost 2 now.Some days he reminds us of the cute little things you used to do,and makes us think you gave him alittle bit of yourself before you sent him to us.We’ll miss and be thinking about you on x-mas as we always do.However long our lives may last,Whatever lands we view,Whatever joy or grief be ours,We will always think of you…….love and hugs Mommy,Daddy ,little sisters Megan ,Rebecca and little brother Dylan xoxo
Mason Benjamin Morrison
Jan. 3, 2004 – Jan. 3, 2004
Placental Abruption @37 weeks
Nova Scotia
We miss our baby boy and hold him in our hearts forever. I trust we will meet again and enjoy each other in heaven. Until then I will never forget you Mason. xoxoxo
Ian William Campbell
March 4, 1976 – March 20, 2006
Killed by an impaired driver
Hamilton, Ontario
Our son was studying for his paramedics exam at the end of a dead end road by the Hamilton Airport. At approximately 11 pm his vechicle was hit on the drivers side door and he was killed instantly. He was found an hour later by city workers. The paramedic’s who arrived on the accident scene where his preceptors the driver was later found in a nearby house. It took six months to lay the charges as she has not cooperated with the police and is only dealing with them through her lawyer. We are going through the pains of the criminal trial now. We pray that this never happens to another family what we have gone through.
Taylor Poulton
May 18, 1988 – December 16, 2004
Car accident
Victoria, BC
Taylor we miss you everyday and it is especially hard as Christmas comes closer. Christmas time is never the same for us although we have to carry on there is an empty space where you would be. The memories of all the happy times keep us going on and we hope to see you again one day. Love you always, Mom
Courtney “Missy” Alyssa LeBlond
March 01, 2001 – September 14, 2006
Unknown
Campbell River, BC
Words can not describe how much she means to me and how her death has affected me. I miss her so much. I miss just hanging out with her at home, going for walks just the two of us, the way she would greet me at the door when I would come home just from a 10 minute trip to the grocery store, how I would never leave the house without telling her I loved her even if it was just a simple trip to the corner store, I miss how she would cheer for me when I played video hockey even if I was losing and the other team just scored, The 5 minutes she would sit with me to watch the Canucks play and she would say “Go Tanucks Go”, I miss watching movies with her (mostly hers). I could go on and on about what I miss about my “Missy” but most of all her hugs and kisses she would give me and hearing her say I love you Dad. I would tell her I love you just because. When my wife asked me what I wanted to say in her eulogy, I said it’s hard for me to pick a favorite memory, because to me her whole life was and is a favorite memory. I always ask myself, I hope she knows how much I love and miss her and always will. Until we meet again my “Missy” Daddy Loves You.
Alex Grandmaison
August 4, 1991 – July 20, 2006
Sepsis, complication of ALL
Sannichton, BC
It is nearing Christmas, and 5 months since you slipped away…and the pain is even greater, if that is possible…we are moving forward, but ever thinking of you, our sunshine boy. I miss your morning hugs, your ability to make me laugh, even on a really bad day, the way you would turn your back to me, look over your shoulder and say “tickle?”. Your cat, Sam misses you, still wanders around in your room crying for you, as I do everyday. Dad was saying just yesterday that he keeps seeing things he knows you would like for Christmas, and feels very sad that you won’t be here, our first without you…..People say we are coping very well, and on the outside, in public we are….but here at home….I cry everyday, and dad is a much quieter person now…he misses playing computer games with you, and finding out that you have surpassed him in computer knowledge! He has had to learn things over again that he taught you, and you improved on! We miss you so much Alex, your sister Sara is very quiet about her loss, but she has changed too, she doesn’t go out with her friends as much, she likes to stay much closer to me than before you died. It’s almost like she is protecting me from the outside world. We love you more than life itself and always will…
Carly Ann Ehrmantraut
October 18, 1988 – February 24, 2006
Automobile Accident
Estevan, Saskatchewan
Carly was a beautiful 17 year old girl full of love and life. She died in a tragic car accident 4 months before she would have graduated from high school. We miss her so much,the pain is indescribable. She was our youngest child. She has an older sister and brother.Rest in peace sweet angel. Forever In Our Hearts.
Ryan Thomas Gibbs Haddrell
October 31, 1985 – December 12, 2005
Neglected Diabetes
Prince George, BC
It is one year today since you left us to mourn you, and still we mourn.I don’t have the words to express how we feel today, thinking about the joy you brought to our lives, and how you left us so unexpectedly, without a good-bye. How we wish you were still here to share your laughter and sense of humour, and the wonderful hugs you were so generous with in the last few years, just as when you were a tot. Did you know that you would leave us so soon? We are thankful for the poem you wroe that surfaced a few months ago. It emphasizes how loving you really were, and the depth of your feelings. We love you always, and remember you always. Nana and Grampa
Ryan Thomas Gibbs Haddrell
Oct 31, 1985 – Dec 12, 2005
Diabetes
Kelowna, BC
We lit candles for you on Sunday, Pumpkin. I wish I could have been with Nana and Grampa that day, or today… today is the first anniversary of your death, what some of my new friends call your “Angel Anniversary”… Last year, the doctor told us that you died about 2:00 AM, and that is the time now, 2AM Dec 12 2006. It hurts so much I can hardly breathe. Why don’t you know how much we love you? Why don’t you know we want you to stay? Do you know your sister still tries to hear you? Just when I think there are no more tears, the floodgates open again. “I love you, I have loved you all along, and I miss you, been away for far too long, I keep dreaming that you’ll be with me and you’ll never go, I’ll stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore” (Nickelback, ‘Far Away’)
Juliet Mariah Kathleen Kennedy
AKA “Mango”. “Baby Girl”. “Dances On Clouds”. “Miracle Girl”. “Little Angel”. ” Little Baby”,K’uk Ka Elin”,”Pure Love”and much more, but it is all good!
April 29, 2001 – May 26, 2003
Aspiration caused by a Doctor with a huge ego who couldn’t take the time to listen, but of course that I will need to continue to work to prove….
so so sad to have lies on her sweet life
Burnaby, BC
My sweet daughter Juliet, you have and continue to teach me so very much about love…and that love is really all there ever is…and that love never ever dies….you are love and are loved and I am so thankful that I have been blessed to be your Mommy-Mama…so much love, light and peace as well as laughter to you sweetie…I hope that you dance…
Jordyn Grace Closson
February 27, 2004 – April 20, 2006
hospital negligence
Kamloops, BC
Jordyn you are in a voyage into time .. you may not see me there but now i am always there with you . i love you baby girl.
Kelly Dale Dyck
April 5, 1961 – April 5, 2004
cancer
Medicine Hat, Alberta
Dear Kelly I lite your candle and I met so many parents who are in such pain each one is like me missing you and trying to cope and understand I love you son I miss you my child . Mom
Daniel Grandmaison
November 20,1985 - April 17, 2005
Car accident
Boisbriand, Qc
I miss you so much Daniel. I miss our walks and talks.You are and always will be my shining star. Love you forever my sweet boy Mom XOXOXO
Kimberley Dawn Leir
Feb 08, 1979 – May 18, 1985
Respiratory failure secondary to Hydrocephalus and seizures
Regina, SK
Tonight is the 2nd Sunday in December and at 7:00pm in our time zone my husband and I shall be lighting one candle in memory of our only child, Kimberley Dawn and another candle in memory of ALL the children who have died around the world – as today is National Children’s Memorial Day and the 10th annual World Wide Candle lighting. Tonight at 7:00pm in your time zone light a candle in memory of all children who have died, and create a wave of light around the world. If you wish you may post a memory, thought or poem and follow the lighting of the candles in each time zone, on the internet at: www.compassionatefriends.org As the candles burn down in one time zone, it becomes 7:00pm in the next, thus creating a 24 hour memorial around the world. “…………that their light may shine always.” On behalf of all bereaved parents, siblings, grandparents and extended family members and friends of our children who have died too soon, I wish all a gentle night. Adaline Leir – International Liaison – TCF of Canada
Samuel Gagnier-Faucher
October 27, 1984 – February 8, 1993
Leukemia
Montreal
Samuel, Mon petit minou d’amour, tu es parti beaucoup trop vite. Tu me manques toujours terriblement — l’enfant que tu étais, l’adolescent que tu serais devenu et l’homme que tu serais maintenant. Maintenant, tu aurais 22 ans! La vie est injuste mon Sam. Je pense à toi et m’ennuie de toi et t’embrasse bien fort. Ta maman, Louise To all grieving parents/Compassionate Friends: On the second Sunday of December each year, a custom has grown — do you know it??? We, grieving parents, light a candle from 7 to 8 p.m. (for 1 hour) and remember our children all together from our separate homes. Will you join us in thought and light your candle as we remember them? There is also a website: www.compassionatefriends.org (american based) where you can leave a message on that second Sunday in December and say a few words in remembering your child. With all Compassionate Friends in thought and grieving, Louise Gagnier(grieving mom)
Sara Catherine Eileen Johnson
April 2, 1975 – May 9, 1999
landslide
Woodland Hills, Calif
My daughter who was born in Burnaby B.C. died on Mother’s Day 1999 in Hawaii at Sacred Falls, when several tons of rocks fell on her and dozens of other people. She, her best friend Jennifer and Jennifer’s brother Mark, along with 5 others died that day.
Robert Chouinard
15 janvier 1970 – 12 mai 2006
Cancer des poumons
Boisbriand,Québec
En souvenir de toi, que cette flamme brûle et nous rappelle ta présence dans cette 3ième dimension. Un jour on se retrouvera. Je t’aime XoXo Maman et ta famille
Christopher John Tobin
March 23, 1986 – November 1, 2004
vehicle/moose collision
Quesnel, BC
Chris was a loving son, brother and friend. It has been slightly over 2 years since Chris’ accident and we still struggle daily with our loss. He was an athlete but his passion was music. Thankfully he left us a collection of songs he recorded in the basement. Today we will read this website and join the thousands in sorrow and listen to our favourite songs. Our candle will burn all day Chris. We miss you and love you… mom, dad, Mark, Matthew,Bobbi, Emily and little Benjamin Christopher that you didn’t get to charm. We know your grandmothers and your 15 aunts and uncles and all your cousins have a special place in their hearts for you.
XAVIER
19-12-1987 – 06-12-2005
MURDER
MELBOURNE, AUSTRLIA
I JUST WANT TO LET THE WORD KNOW THAT DANGER IS ALL ABOUT US; LIITLE DID MY SON ENVISAGE THAT A TAXIDRIVER WHO DIDNT KNOW HIM WOULD SO SENSELESSLY TAKE HIS LIFE
Matt
4/9/84 – 25/9/2006
awaiting inquest .. suddenly left us
England
always in my thoughts you will remain forever young
Flavien Fresne
01.19.1981 – 08.23.2000
accident
Troyes
Flavien, tu nous manques tellement! nous t’aimons.
Tony Cascarino
3 june 1980
heart
Leeds
Liam Theodore Cassidy Brunstrom
February 24, 2005 at 10.18am – March 12, 2005 at 5.30am
necrotizing enterocolitis
Windsor, Ontario
Julie-Ann Frech
July 26, 1981
February 23, 2001
Bone Cancer
Sault Ste Marie, Ontario
My darling daughter Julie – always loved, forever remembered. Not a day goes by that we don’t celebrate your pressence in our lives and think of you. Your light shines within us and through us to continue to touch the lives of others. Mom XXX
Jamie Judith Coles
January 19, 1984 – December 20, 2005
Car Accident
Lennoxville, KY
Miss you so very very much my love. Life will never ever be the same without you. Love you to the moon and back. Mom xoxo
Brianna Gina Berthelet
March 17, 2005 – April 21, 2005
SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome)
Saint Hubert, QC
Our sweet baby girl was taken from us in the early hours of a Thursday morning, only five weeks after her birth. I pray that the love that she received in that short period of time is enough to last until we are with her again in Heaven. Her Daddy and I miss her and think of her all the time…
Kevin Mark Unrau
12 August, 1966 – 28 December, 2005
Heart failure due to Viral infection
Winnipeg, MB
We have had the whole range of responses to our son’s death but most people have been very supportive. Our minister set the tone by celebrating his life and the “Precious memories” that he left behind. Life will never be the same but it is much richer than it would have been had we not experienced the joys our son brought into our lives for 39 years. We intend to honour him by cherishing his memory.
Chelsea & Anthony Hailey
January 19, 1993 – July 3,1994
October 13, 2002 - May 4, 2004
smoke inhalation
Lasalle, QC
I miss you so much…I wish I could rewind the hands of time.
Madelaine Rose Biron
August 5, 1986 – July 6, 2006
car accident
Beaumont, Alberta
On July 5,2006 our little girl was coming home for a visit, she was only 5 minutes away. A negligent driver took her life. She passed the next day… Madelaine was a second year science student at the University of Alberta. Her boyfriend Franco loved her very much. She was happy, in love. Her 3 brothers loved her dearly. She was daddy’s girl… Her goal in life was to save the rainforest. She was much in tune with nature. Madelaine, mommy & daddy misses you… My heart is heavy, my face is a flowing river of tears, tears for you my princess… Where are you? Are you with me ? Please come in my dreams ! Or even maybe at the foot of my bed? Madelaine, ma petite cherie, ma cocotte, viens voir maman. Je t’aime xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Braden Larry Dimler
January 22, 1987 - August 6, 2006
car accident
Grenfell, Saskatchewan
Our dearest and only son Braden, is missed so much. Our heart aches so much and we think of him every moment of everyday. Our first Christmas without him here is coming up. I know its going to be hard, but they say he will be having his first Christmas in Heaven. I know he is in a better place, free from pain and sorrow so that much is comforting. This awful pain is something we never thought we would have to go through and it is the most horrible thing anyone should have to live through, the loss of a child. My heart goes out to all the other grieving parents. Braden was our precious little surprise gift from God. After having three girls we were pleasantly surprised to have a little boy. He brought so much joy and excitement to all of our lives. He was such lovable guy throughout his life and has touched everyone that knew him. He had a heart of gold, loved his family and friends dearly and was able to brighten anyones day with his quick sense of humour. We miss him so much and it hurts so much because he has been taken from us much too soon. He would have been 20 yrs. old in January. We look forward to the sweet day when we will be together again. His biography, tributes, and movie are on www.mem.com and if anyone cares to visit it and even write a tribute it would be most appreciated. I would appreciate to be able to talk with other grieving parents. My email address is adimler@imagewirless.ca/tributes
Laura Lee LeMoine
August 28, 1975 - August 12,1980
Hurler’s Syndrome
North Sydney, Nova Scotia
26 years…..It still hurts.
Kimberley Ann Sarjeant
May 23, 1980 – March 27, 2004
Unknown…went missing for 9 months
Kingston, NB, Canada
We are still feeling the effects and we will never forget our beautiful Kim. – her aunt Rose Eva
Glenn Rideout
January 10, 1981 – October 9, 2003
vehicle accident
St. Johns, NL
John Lloyd Gerry
June 27, 1979 - May 28 2006
Motorcycle accident
Delburne, AB
I miss him each day and have a hard time getting through the nights He was my only son and my baby. That he is now gone is beyond my worst fears and I can only hope that by his death someone else lived as he was an organ donor. Always thinking of someone else. Safety officer always trying to keep someone safe. May you be safe son and happy and at peace till we meet again
Zachary Colton Hykaway
November 4, 2006 – November 4, 2006
still born
Winnipeg, MB
Emily Tammy Squires
February, 5, 2004 – February 4, 2004
Stillbirth
Lethbridge, AB
We love you and miss you so much
HAYLEY ELIZABETH SANDERS
February 21, 2001 – April 20, 2001
undetermined
Winnipeg, MB
MY SWEET HAYLEY..YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN FIVE YEARS OLD NOW.YOUR SISTERS ARE 7 AND 2 YEARS OLD.i THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.MISSING YOU IN MY LIFE.MY THREE GIRLS WOULD HAVE HAD A LOT OF FUN TOGETHER. THERE HAVE BEEN MANY HARD TIMES IN MY LIFE..ONES THAT I HAVE GOTTEN THROUGH..BUT LOSING YOU HAS BEEN ONE THAT WILL NEVER SETTLE.YOU HAVE A HUGE PART OF ME WITH YOU.WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. LOVE MOM,ADRIENNE AND CLAUDIA
Kayla Ann Harvett
14 June 2006 – 15 June 2006
enzyme defect
Coquitlam, BC
Our little girl Kayla was born and then i prayed to god and said”god thank you so much for giving me this beautiful gift i will cherish her forever and never do her any wrong….just 27 hours later she began to get cold so the nurse wrapped her in a blanket and put her in a warming incubater the nurse said to me “ill be back with your baby girl in ten minutes” ten minuted went by and she came in my room and she sai to me “your baby is not breathing”….MY HEART SHATTERED INTO PIECES i stood there for 30 minutes praying for her to breath,praying for anything i might have done wrong in order to diserve this, while the doctors were resusitating her…I stopped praying only when the nurse said to me “she didn’t make it im so sorry” i left that hospital without her 29 hours after i gave birth to her and i felt like i had lost a part of myself.to this day 6 months later i still feel that emptyness.they never knew the cause of her death until now they know she died from a very rare enzyme defect. i will always love my little angel and i pray she is safe in heaven with God.Her nana and i were her only parents but we had and will always have more than enough love for her.We love you our little bo bo.
Kayla Ann Harvett
14 June 2006 – 15 June 2006
gene defect
Coquitlam, BC
My heart will always be incomplete as my angel looks down upon me instead of me looking down upon her.
CAMERON LARSEN
APRIL 9, 1985 – MAY 24, 2005
SUICIDE BY DROWNING
GOLD RIVER, BRITISH COLUMBIA
Today is 18 months since we lost our beloved son and brother. Life carries on, but we must learn to try to tolerate the sadness and loneliness we feel. We miss him so very much and we pray that he is in a happier and peaceful place. Cameron… you are always in our thoughts and our hearts…we look forward to being with you when our time comes…as you walk with the Lord, know that we love and miss you! Love Dad, Mom, Spencer, Max and Jasper.
Hunter Daniel Sheridan
September 26, 1984 – October 4, 1996
Hit by car
Clayton Hunter was my little brother. He gave, loved, laughed, and enjoyed life to it’s fullest before God took him to heaven. Everyone misses him and remembers what an intelligent boy he was.
Angela Ellenore Louise Hartop
June 18, 1995 – November 18, 1995
Sudden Infant Death Syndrom
Fort Smith, NT
You Knew Only Love My Angela, The day you were born Your Daddy and I were told, You were not meant to be here In our arms to hold. You knew only love. Angela-la, Each time little Megan sane “Twinkle, twinkle” through the open door, Gently touching your arm saying “I sing to Angela-la some more”. You knew only love. Our precious Angel, Three days old we surrendered to him Knowing we had no right to plea, Our hearts breaking, your tiny body stuggling What could we do? What was to be? You knew only love. God’s little Lamb, Five months old, that night haunts me today If you stayed sleeping in Grandma’s arms, Would I watch you play soccer? Would you like ballet? Ten years of guilt, ten years of blame I knew only love.
Arianna Madison Chase
June 2nd 2005 - July 21 2005
motor car accident
Winnipeg, MB
grandma cries about you and I love you so much. now you are in a world where no one can hurt you! you don’t have to listen to us yell! But watch abby, your sister, and take good care of mom and abby! watch over us too! LOVE: ESTHER GREEN
Arianna Madison Chase
june 2nd 2005 – july 21 2005
motor car accident
winnipeg,mb
grandma misses you and your whole family, abby and judy and esther and tanisha and your mom and uncle lee and other aunts and uncles. there is not a day that goes by that you are not thought of, you are deeply loved by everyone here on earth! love, esther green. I espscially miss you sooooooooo much! why did god have to take you? so young? love you alot!
Ashton Rae Ann Moen
May 15, 1989 – June 19, 2006
Murder
Brooks, AB
I miss her more each day it seems. I wish someone could explain to me why someone could take another life. She was only 17 adn looking forward to her last year of school. She is missed by family and friends.
Wayne Prodeahl
October 23, 1970 – February 2004
complications from MVA, 18 years after MVA
Kelowna, BC
Wayne, I miss you everyday… I wish that terrible accident when you were 15 never happened. I often wonder what it would be like to have my brother back…. I know you are now resting peacefully and are free of being inside that trapped body, you lived for 18 years… I miss you dearly, but am glad you are free of all the pain and suffering… until we meet again one day…. lot of love your sister Kathie
Abigail Rose Arnold
November 9, 2003 – November 9,2003
Stillborn
New Glasgow
It’s been 3 long years since I last held you in my arms, sweet baby girl…..I love you and miss you dearly, love, Mommy
Lauren
September 3, 1990 – August 23, 2006
Juvenile Diabetes
Victoria, BC
Our precious Lauren slipped away from us during the night…Lauren was grace personified…a bright, shining soul who made the world a better place in the very short time we were with her. I miss her so much sometimes I can hardly bear it…
Zoe Emily Kathleen Bartlett
July 21, 2000 – November 18,2005
Unknown
Pierrefonds, QC
Almost a year since life was ripped away from our family. Seems like yesterday when she giggled and gave me her crinched nose smile. God I miss that perfect little person I called peanut.Now I am pregnant with her little brother Austin, and kills me not to share it with her. Such a special little girl.An Angel. too good for this world really. Loved life and everything in it.My heart aches everyday, I cry everyday.. almost a year and 150 thoughts a day on Zoe.Her name meaning life.I ask everyone I know to light a cancdle for her atleast once, and say her name for I think she can hear it.I LOVE HER AND WILL DO SO EVEN AFTER IM GONE l.g.” I promised you I would my love and I walways will” MAMA
Jamey Frank Mlakar
April 25, 2001 – April 25,2001
stillborn
Westbank, BC
Your forever loved and remembered in our hearts.Love Mommy,Daddy,Marlysse,Sara,and Grace xoxoxo
Jeffrey Sangiovanni
December 27, 1983 - March 02, 2005
Car Accident
Montreal, QC
He was the light of my life and will forever leave the light on until he finds his way home
Cory Zvaniga
January 10, 1978 – August 3, 2006
Cancer
Cambridge, Ontario
Cory….we miss you more than you can ever know. I thank you for your smiles, hope and the life lessons that you tought us all. Please say hi to your Grandparents in heaven and let them keep you safe ’til we meet again. Love Mom
Ryan Thomas Gibbs-Haddrell
Oct. 31, 1985 – Dec. 12, 2005
diabetes
Prince George, BC
Oh, Ryan, I miss you so much. Growing up, you were always so afraid that you wouldn’t make it to your 25th birthday, and you really didn’t. You would be 21 today, a strong, healthy young man, embarking on your life as an adult. I had so looked forward to seeing it happen for you. The last time I saw you, you looked so good, and big, and strong. How could you have been gone from us so soon afterward? Today is YOUR day. I have shut myself up, rembering all the good times we had. If I had to make the choice again, to raise you, I wouldn’t hesitate. You had so much love to give, and you enriched everyone’s lives by just being there. I LOVE YOU, with all my heart and soul, and you will always be in my heart, my Pumpkin.
Ryan Thomas Gibbs Haddrell
Oct 31, 1985 – Dec 12, 2005
poorly managed diabetes
Kelowna, BC
Today you would be 21. We miss you and Mourn you. Nana is so alone. Eve and I will go to the Brevity Memorial today and light a candle at 3:22. We will keep it burning as long as we can. I am so grateful for your last birthday, when you went trick-or-treating with us. It’s something your sister will always remember. I am Mom and I remember you, a tiny infant in my arms while the radio played our song, “Love Has Remembered Me”. I miss you, no matter where you are or how long you’ve been gone, I miss you. I am Mom, I love you. and I am sorry for not giving you what you needed to make you want to stay, and I am sorry for staying away and I am sorry for hurting you and not protecting you from your demons and now it’s too late to ask you to forgive me. I am Mom, I love you and you are a grown man, and I hold your hand, and it’s cold and grey and it doesn’t hold my hand and I weep and cry out that I can’t leave you, I can’t leave you alone and cold and grey. I am Mom, and I cannot forgive myself for running away and staying away for pushing you away when you pushed me away, for giving you no reason to stay, and the tears and the hurt and the screams in the dark change nothing. I am Mom I love you and you are gone.
Brian Thornton
February 4, 1947 – May 31, 1997
Suicide
Winnipeg, Manitoba
Rachel Raffard
Februry 7, 1986 – September 8, 2005
Automobile accident
Otterburne, Manitoba
Michael Kelly Kurash
March 5, 1984 – October 17, 2006
Heart Stopped
Victoria BC
Your are sadly missed and a day will never go by where your mom, me, your brother and sister don’t think of you…we all love you so much.
Michael Kelly Kurash
March 5, 1984 - Oct 17, 2006
Heart Stopped
Victoria BC
I cannot find the words to describe how much your are missed. Your mom and your brother and sister will never ever forget you and a day will never go by where yu are not thought of. We all love you..
Christopher Gist
May 29/85 – Feb/28/05
CANCER
Lindsay
Coming up to the 2nd year and the emotions seem to be getting harder to deal with…one day good…two days or so bad… Does it ever get easier? Will I ever feel truly happy again?
Sephen Glenn Miller
February 8, 1984 - June 21, 2002
Drowning
Cedar Lake
I will always and forever LOVE you my boy! MOM
Mary-Beth Chaulk
September 22,1989 – March 12,2006
Hit by a car
Dartmouth, NS
Gemma Rachel Vicker
July 27, 1983 – July 9th, 2004
car accident
Edmonton, Alberta canada
Gemma you are missed every second of everyday our lives would have been so differnet had you stayed with us. i really wish you where here or i was there. i love you sweetheart.and miss you so very much Mummy
Jill Elizabeth Pitkin
June 29, 1982 – February 20, 2005
Leukemia
Orillia, Ontario
I need support from those who are going through what I am. I feel lost and very much alone.
Alexander Royson Hurd
October 19, 2004 – June 3, 2006
Drunk Driver Hit and Run
Sarnia, Ontario
It was just another day No one special came, Nothing unusual happened Then the light changed From the moment, forever, everything changed You will not be forgotten, my sweet baby boy.
Sonja Natalia Stefanovic
January 6, 2006 3:11 pm – January 6, 2006 3:46 pm
Asphyxiation due to SMA
www.babiesonline.com/babies/s/sonjas/
Toronto, ON
Sonja you are our pride and joy. Your life was short by it serves great purpose. We will fight the fight to end Spinal Muscular Atrophy and you my darling daughter are helping so many people with your story and spirit. Sonja, Mommy and Daddy love you so much and you will always be our first-born. You will forever be my sweet one. xoxoxox
Chelsea Anthony and Hailey
January 19, 1993 – July 3, 1994
October 13, 2002 – May 1, 2004
Smoke Inhalation
Ville Lasalle, QC
Hi my wonderful Grand children, I hope you know that I love you and miss you every second of the day, but I know that you are watching so here is a great big hug and kiss for you all. Chelsea, Anthony and Little Hailey Your new sister is so much like all of you, you gave her each a special piece of you. She is wonderful and gentle and kind like you, however Mama say’s Remedy is the only baby she had that has a little temper. Your second new sister will arrive in a week. I don’t know what Mama is going to name her yet. I talk to you all everyday so I hope you get my messages. I love you all so so much, Your pictures are everywhere in Gramma’s house, Grandpa gets sensitive about it sometimes, but he knows we both have to see you all of the time. So Little Hailey, my pumpkin patch, Happy Birthday to you from everyone in the world. I miss your beautiful face so much. Now Gramma’s not going to make you feel bad for us, we know that we will all be together when we are supposed to. Until then Chelsea Anthony and Hailey, eternal love from Mama and Dada,Gramma and Grandpa, all of your family and friends forever and ever. Love and Hugs and Kisses xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
stéphanie kowalkie
26 june 2006
car accident
Mya Gracie Pleadwell
August 8, 2006 – August 8, 2006
Stillbirth – Succenturiate placenta
Miramichi
Always loved my Mom and Dad (Andrea and Clancy). There will be an empty spot in our hearts for eternity. We will always wonder what you would have been like.
Drew Vincent Nofzinger
04/29/03 – 07/08/05
cardiac arrest/cardiomyopathy
HEAVEN
For DREW WITH LOVE FROM GRANDMA TONDA
The Heart “Tomorrow morning,” the surgeon began, “I’ll open up your heart…” “You’ll find Jesus there,” the boy interrupted. The surgeon looked up, annoyed “I’ll cut your heart open,” he continued, to see how much damage has been done…” “But when you open up my heart, you’ll find Jesus in there,” said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents, who sat quietly. “When I see how much damage has been done, I’ll sew your heart and chest back up, and I’ll plan what to do next.” “But you’ll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You’ll find Him in my heart.” The surgeon had had enough. “I’ll tell you what I’ll find in your heart. I’ll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I’ll find out if I can make you well.” “You’ll find Jesus there too. He lives there.” The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, “…damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration. No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy: painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis:, ” here he paused, “death within one year.” He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said. “Why?” he asked aloud. “Why did You do this? You’ve put him here; You’ve put him in this pain; and You’ve cursed him to an early death. Why?” The Lord answered and said, “The boy, My lamb, was not meant for your flock for long, for he is a part of My flock, and will forever be. Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be comforted as you cannot imagine. His parents will one day join him here, and they will know peace, and My flock will continue to grow.” The surgeon’s tears were hot, but his anger was hotter. “You created that boy, and You created that heart. He’ll be dead in months. Why?” The Lord answered, “The boy, My lamb, shall return to My flock, for He has done his duty: I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb.” The surgeon wept. The surgeon sat beside the boy’s bed; the boy’s parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and whispered, “Did you cut open my heart?” “Yes,” said the surgeon. “What did you find?” asked the boy. “I found Jesus there,” said the surgeon. Author Unknown – Celebrate Jesus !
A Life To Celebrate
Dearest Family & Friends, I’m a little boy, just turned 2 years of age Slightly petite for my years, but smart as a sage, Never hated anyone or wished them any pain – Why waste time with all of that: what’s to gain? A smile so endearing and a gleam for good measure – Even sometimes being goofy, there is always such pleasure. I’m about goofy faces – bare feet (no socks please) Singing, dancing and Kraft Macaroni and Cheese Some favorite things are blankie, binkie and Bailey My special day care friends, I know all the names. There’s my really cool swing set that my Daddy built And my Daddy’s my hero he’s one and the same. Forever dear to me is my Mama’s sweet smell as she held me and sang to me while I savored my quilt. My baby sister, Jada, my very best friend, I love her forever and she loves me too, her only big brother a love without end. I love my Grandmas and Grandpas, my Aunts and my Uncles, My big cousins Travis and Trent and how we all chuckle And the clean, warm breezes, I can feel still. Please don’t ask why: Oh yes, I can see that you are – I’ll be closer than ever, never away too far. Turns out I’ve been a gift, like a short term loan – Little & sweet, like a favorite ice cream cone. When you have problems, don’t dwell on the wrinkles – Instead, think of me like a topping of sprinkles. My name is Drew and I love all of you – I don’t have all the answers, but this much is true: I now know you’re right when you say that I’m special – Now I’m in charge of my family & friends: Love Forever, Your Guardian Angel, Drew Vincent Nofzinger
Angels teach us to love and to love well. The sayings “On earth as it is in heaven,” or “As above, so below,” relate to love. For as God loves us, the angels will teach us to love God, each other, and ourselves. All night, all day, angels watchin’ over me, my Lord. All night, all day, angels watchin’ over me. – African-American spiritual
Taylor Philip Hugh Poulton
May 18, 1988 – December 16, 2004
Car accident
Victoria, BC CANADA
I miss you so much Taylor. My heart aches for what might have been… what could have been. I feel so disappointed that I do not get to see you do the things you wanted to do in your life. I woke from a dream of you last night and my first thought was how much I miss you. I will never stop loving you and being proud of you. Love Mom
Sumner Scoular-Quintin
April 15th, 2004
hydrops fetalis
Victoria, BC
Sean Antwine Lasley
March 17, 1981- August 13, 2006
Murder
Memphis, TN USA
Sean came to us as a butterfly two days after he was senselessly murdered. Because of your website, we now know why. Thank You. To Sean: Live Free….We Love You… Til We Meet Again……
Jessica Marie Bernardin
September 10, 1986 – November 17, 2005
motor vehicle accident
www.freewebs.com/inlovingmemoryofjb
Winnipeg, MB
Jessica made the world a brighter place with her sparkling green eyes, her gorgeous smile, her contagious laugh, and, most of all, with the beautiful crystal clear sound of her flute. She had a zest for life and captured every moment so richly and fully. She was passionate and determined in everything she did. She was a gifted musician – she was a second year flute student in the Faculty of Music at the University of Manitoba at the time of her death. Her dream was to play the flute in an orchestra and I know she would have succeeded. Jessica had everything going for her – her music, tons of friends, intelligence (she was the recipient of the Governor General’s medal at her grade 12 convocation). She accomplished more in her 19 years than most people accomplish in a lifetime. Jessica touched the hearts of everyone who knew her. She brought true joy into my life. I feel so blessed to have had such a special daughter and that God chose me to be her Mom. I will grieve Jessica’s death as long as I live – part of me died with her that awful day. She was killed in a tragic car accident on her way to school. Her beloved flute was in the front seat beside her. I miss her so much – I have this huge empty space in my heart thar will never again be filled. Jessica is a shining star in God’s orchestra now.
Stéphanie Kowalski
August 06, 1989 – June 25, 2006
car accident, hit by a train
Peace River, Alberta
I so much want to connect with my daughter’s spirit. I know she’s OK and is fulfilling a higher purpose but I need to feel her, to connect with her and KNOW for sure, she’s there with me. Maybe it’ll come in time, I pray that I find some peace and that feeling her in my heart will be enough . Right now, the loss is too much, too sudden, I miss her so much…..JE T’AIME STÉPHANIE. MAMAN
Andrew Thomas Marshall
December 31, 2005 – December 31, 2005
Stillborn/Miscarriage
Chapel Island, Cape Breton
There isn’t a day that goes by I don’t think about him. What he would look like or who. But God blessed us to get pregnant right away and now we are anxiously awaiting a little brother or sister for Andrew Our little angel. We miss you baby and we love you …. Mom, Dad, Justice and Santana.
Brooke Yewchyn
Winnipeg, MB
Emmaline Heppner
Sept 14/00 – Aug 19/06
hit by a car on a crosswalk
Powell River BC
To my little muffen I will always rember you and love you with all my heart I also make this one promiss to you I will have a street light put up where there should have been one years ago…and I would like to thank you for choosing me to be your daddy for thows few years you are my little angel..your are my life… See you soon baby love always your Daddy……xoxoxoxoxooxoxxo
Levi Colton Knapp
September 22, 1987 – May 2, 2006
Massive head trauma due to Quad Accident
Burns Lake, BC
i miss him so much, i worry he will be forgotten, never by me never by his brothers but others, im sad he didnt get to live the life he was so fond on, i will cry everyday from now on cause i cant stop thinkin about him and this loss
Branden Michael Gertsch
January 21, 1986 – May 14, 2006
Motor Vehicle Accident
www.legacy.com/can-vancouver/GB/GuestbookView.aspx?PersonId=17799199
Coquitlam, BC, Canada
To my most beautiful son, friend and dearest Angel, Branden;
From the day you were born you meant more to me then the world itself, you and Nikki are my everything and always will be. Together we were complete. We are all having a very difficult time accepting and dealing with this as we all thought there would be so many more years together to enjoy each other and build more beautiful memories. You and TJ were taken from us way to soon and we didn’t even get a chance to say good-bye. Many lives have been forever changed since that tragic accident on Mother’s Day, May 14th, 2006. I feel so empty I can’t even explain. I think of you 24/7 and my heart breaks every day you aren’t with us and even more (if that is possible) when I think of all the things that will never be, that should of been. I will never stop missing the joy you brought to my life and so many others every day, the love you shared, how just your presence would light up a room, that beautiful smile of yours, your amazing personality, your love and zest for life, your drive to succeed, how you gave everything you had in whatever you did, your daily planning and to do lists, you were just so special in so many ways.
Branden, I would give anything to feel your arms around me and put my arms around you, to hear your voice, to talk with you, to watch you play lacrosse, to watch a show with you, to cuddle on the couch with you, to receive another one of your text messages, to see what car you would fix up next, the list could go on forever just like you should of. Do you know how good it made me feel that even at 20 years of age you still wanted to spend time with your mom going out, going on vacations or just spending time together each week watching our favourite shows. I truly hope you know that no one could ever of been more loved than you were and no parent could of been more proud of their son then I was of you!!! Your time on earth was so very short yet you touched so many hearts. I must tell you I have been so honoured to be your mother and I thank-you for all the love you gave me! I will never stop being thankful for the wonderful years we had together and all the beautiful memories and good times we shared that no one will ever be able to take away from us.
The emptiness and pain I feel will never go away and every day will always be a huge challenge. Nothing will ever be the same. I miss you more and more with each passing day and I will always love you more then words can say. I long for the day when we can all be together again. I know when the time comes you will be the one who will greet me on the “other side” and I will finally be able to see you again and give you a great big hug and never let go. Until then, know how much you are loved, missed and cherished every moment of every day. You are our Angel watching over us, please keep a special eye on your sister, she misses you terribly and is having a very hard time. Just so you know I really have to agree with you this time, it’s just not fair, as always you got the hardest job. RIP, Love Always and forever, Mom, Danny & Nikki XOXOXOXOXO
P.S. I really did love your tattoo and I wish I had of told you. The design you came up with was so you and I know how proud of it you were and so was I. Because of you the number ‘2’, lacrosse and the Canadian Flag will always mean so much to me. You and TJ take very good care of each other and don’t be afraid to visit! Luv u both!!! XOXO
Certainty Last night, in the glow of freshly fallen snow, I felt for the first time in months, …a sense of peace. A feeling of wonder overcame me and I looked around to see if you were there. Later, I thought to myself “Why did I need to look?” I know, as sure as I know how to breathe, that you are with me always. You are closer to me now than ever before and the only difference is that instead of opening my eyes to see you, …now I must open my heart. —Sandy Goodman
My Heart goes out to all who have lost a child, a family member, a loved one or a friend.
Benjamin Chandler
May 30, 1983 – August 20, 2006
Motorcycle accident
Sylvan Lake, Alberta
Shauna Packer
February 22, 1975 – July 15, 1997
fell from 7 storey building
Richmond, BC
My sweetest Shauna….until we meet again on the “other side” – life is forever changed since you died. How does a mother ever get used to the death of her only child (or any child for that matter?)
Alena
ruttt.com
Neocity
I will continue to visit enjoyed the reading thanks
Tristan Cody Epstein-Atkinson
February 16, 2006 – February 24, 2006
perinatal anoxia
Montreal, QC
My dear, dear son Mommy and Daddy did what we thought best, a natural birth to give you the best start in life possible. What happened remains a mystery to us. Your big sister Marnie Leigh misses you terribly. We are now expecting another boy, he’s due the day you died. You are etched in my heart, my mind and my soul. I miss you every moment of every day. You are physically gone but never forgotten. I wish you peace and comfort. Until we meet again. Love, Mommy and Daddy
Ryan Anthony Perrotti
Sept. 24, 1996 – Sept. 30, 2003
Seizure
Montreal, Canada
My dearest beautiful son Ryan; There is not a day, hour or second that I don’t think of you. I wonder how it is in heaven. I miss you very much my big boy. I can’t believe that you just left us and never came back. Mommy, Adam and me miss you so much. Your brother is so special just as you are. He looks like you so much. I wish you were here playing together like brothers should do growing up together. Your stuff in your room has not been touched and they will stay like that for eternity until the king of the castle comes home again. Why can’t you just come back home where you belong with mommy, Adam and me. We miss you and love you so much we hope to see you in heaven when it is our turn to come there. We hope you will be right there waiting for us so we can be together as a family. You are our big angel and look over Adam. We love you. Daddy, Mommy and Adam
Neil James Zatyka Cole
8th June 1986 – 31st May 2005
Skateboard Accident
Swindon, UK
I waited a long time to have my children, Elly was born first and Neil second, 12 years I waited for a son, who was a lad, and a kind boy, he had so many friends that it took his funeral for me to find out, he was 18 when he fell off his long board at 30 mph and fractured his skull, I live in spain and the doctors kept him alive for me to get to England, but when I got there my boy had gone, 20cm fracture from front to back of his skull, swelling that I as a nurse had never seen but my boy was gone, he could charm birds out of the trees and girls would go weak at the knees, I miss him it is has only been 14 months since he left me, and my heart is broken, it will never be the same again, to you mothers that have suffered what I have my prayers and hope that this pain will subside.
Arianna Madison Chase
July 2, 2005 – July 21 2006
truck accident
Winnipeg, MB
i miss you and grandma loves/misses you we love you
Donovan Steve Scott Ray Courchene
January 17, 1985 - August 25, 2005
Winnipeg, MB
My Boy is gone. Life is never the same for us. How could we ever be better? Never dreamed it would happen to us. People ask us, “how are you?” How can they understand that we will never be good. Donovan, we cry for you everyday and we will never forget you, our boy.
Jacob Patrick Carroll
April 20, 2002 – April 21, 2002
Cytomegolovirus (CMV)
Kamloops, BC
Before you were conceived, I wanted you. Before you were born, I loved you. Before you were here an hour, I would die for you. This is the miracle of love (Author Maureen Hawkins) I miss you every moment of every day.
Lorena Mae-Lynn Mocko
August 14 1989 – June 24 2006
Gunshot
Fernie, British Columbia
A very beautiful young lady, who was tragically taken from us at the hands of someone who thought the only way out was with a gun. Sad thing is, she was just an innocent bystander. Lorena we miss you and love you always. Mom, Dad, Brothers, Sisters, Aunts, Uncles, Cousins, Neices, Friends, And all who you touched in the short time you were with us.?
Taylor Philip Hugh Poulton
May 18, 1988 – December 16, 2004
Car accident
Victoria, BC
Dear Taylor We miss you always everyday! Your sister Jasmine got married on Sat Sept 2 2006 and we lit a candle at the ceremony to show that you are always with us in spirit. In 7 months you will an Uncle!! We all know how much you would have loved that. I wait for the day when I’ll see you again and until then I hope you know how much you are loved and missed. Love Mom
JAVIERITA PAZ
I LOVE YOU MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE ANGEL… MAMA Y PAPA
Emily Claire Jackson
July 18 2006 – Aug 6 2006
Born with brain tumor
Richmond, BC
Danielle Sueann Joan Cox
October 25, 2000 – October 31, 2000
Sepsis
Brooks, AB
~If Roses grow in Heaven, Lord, Pick me two or three.. Place them in my daughter’s arms, and tell her they’re from me~
Jared Anthony
May 25, 1978 – March 13, 2004
cancer
We miss you more and more as time goes by. If only we could see you and know that you are ok where you are. We love you so much – the love does not change. XOXO
Patrick Anthony Williams
February 27, 1968 – May 10, 2002
Traffic Accident
Freeport, Bahamas
My wonderful son was on the threshold of life. He was hitting all of his goals, and planning to be married that year. He was hit off his motor bike on his way home for dinner. Patrick was wearing all of his saftey gear, the doctors had to cut them off him. I will always remember him. He left many dear friends, and is greatly missed by the community of Freeport.
Davie J. Williams
November 15, 1979 – October, 1984
Traffic Accident
Holmes Rock, Bahamas
Aaron and Samantha Steele
Aaron: April 22, 1994 – January 17, 2004
Samantha: June 30, 1996 – January 17, 2004
Killed by a drunk driver
Baltimore, Md
My kids were coming home from a weekend with their God Parents. When they were hit and killed by the drunk driver; there were no survivers. The man got very little jail time and didn’t seem to show any signs of guilt for what he had done. I didn’t know how to deal with their death and resorted to drugs to numb the pain. I am now clean and sober and I’m trying to deal with the grief but it’s so hard!! Can somebody suggest something?
Merril Grant Smith
March 13, 2006 – March 13, 2006
Still birth
Brandon Manitoba
I miss you my son.. I dont understand and I miss you.
Eric Vandergraaf
September 22, 1977 – July 4, 2006
Drowning
Terrace Bay, Ontario
How do you get information or recommended reading? My e-mail is vandergraaf@shaw.ca Thank you Heather Vandergraaf
Tracey Salaj
April 30, 1986 – July 18, 2006
Motor Vehicle Accident
Toronto, ON
Alex Grandmaison
August 4, 1991 – July 20, 2006
Leukemia complications
Victoria, BC
Alex developed sepsis, a bacterial infection, and because of chemotherapy his ability to fight off infections was nonexistant. The bacteria attacked his heart and lungs and caused a massive heart attack which left him brain dead. We will miss his smile, his morning hugs, his cheekiness…our hearts are forever broken, never to mend….
Mark Christie
September 19, 1984 – September 12, 2000
Concussion
Calgary, AB
Mark was an enthusiastic, fun-loving boy, and full of life. He had many friends, and an infectious laugh and charming smile. Missing you always…Mom, Dad, Laura and Dan.
Melissa Rose Johnson
Feb 5, 1979 – Sept 17,1998
ARVD
Nova Scotia , Canada
My only child Melissa,the day you walk over to go baby sitting for your uncle and looking back at me with your beautiful smile and turn that corner.. i would never ever thought it was the last time i will see you.. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU everyday …..Love You MOM :(
Matthew Joseph Mackay
July 11th, 1996 – Nov 8th 1997
meningocacal septicimia(meningitis)
Trenton, Nova Scotia
between now and then till i see you again i’ll be loving you…love me love and miss you everyday angel baby Mommy,Daddy,Megan,Rebecca,& Dylan
Jamison Alexander Lister
June 23, 1986 – August 29, 2004
Passenger in a Car Accident
Winnipeg, MB
Jamison was our youngest child. He had a brother and sister each a year older than him. Jamison was ths essence of any group he was with. HE was confidant, outgoing, full of laughter and humor. Jamison’s smile lit up any room he entered and everyone wanted to know him. Jamison had such a zeal for life we can only say he lived more in 18 years than many will experience in a lifetime. Our world is not the same and part of us died when we lost our sunshine boy.
Tamara Leigh Guttman
July 28, 1990 – December 21, 2005
Arrythmogenic Right Ventricular Dysplasia
Whitehorse, Yukon
Our beautiful daughter, Tamara, was born July 28, 1990. She died suddenly at home on December 21, 2005 due to a rare heart condition. She had no symptoms and we had no warning that anything was wrong. She was 15 years old. Tamara was bright and funny and full of life. She loved the outdoors and enjoyed camping, fishing and hunting. She was a dancer and planned to study dance at University. She loved music and scary movies and hanging out with her friends. Tammy, we love you and miss you so much. My heart breaks when I think of all the things that will never be. I cry every day for the loss of you. I miss your amazing personality, your smile and your laugh. I miss the way you would dress up in funny clothes and go for a walk just to see the reaction you’d get and the way you danced down empty aisles in the grocery store. I still look for you everywhere I go and so does your dad. Do you remember when you and Dad went snowboarding and what you said to him when he wiped out? “Dad, you’ve gotta get up!” He gets through every day by reminding himself of that. Your sister is taking dance again…I think it helps her to feel close to you. Losing you on her birthday makes it so much worse. She misses you so much. We are grateful to have your friends. They still come over to visit and it helps. Sometimes they go to your room and look through your things and we remember happier times. We love you, Tam. I miss my girl.
Micheal Fisher
November 11, 1983 – January 25, 2006
Head injury at work – construction
micheal-fisher-1983-2006.memory-of.com/about.aspx
Moonstone, Ontario, Canada
I wish there was a chapter of The Compassionate Friends within driving distance of my home.
Paul James Kadian
June 11, 1980 – August 6,2005
Graft versus host disease of the lungs folllowing a bone marrow transplant for Aplastic Anemia
Port Moody, B.C.
My brave sweet Son lost abattle after a very courageous fight. He wanted life on whatever terms he could have it. His sister gave him a chance with her perfect match bone marrow. I miss him so much, all the time and feel so cheated for myself and him.Trying to rebuild a life that honours him is the hardest thing to do but I don’t want to waste what I valued and wanted so much for him.XOXOX Love Mom
Liam Robert Hiltz (Cushing)
August 29, 2004 – July 18, 2006
Unknown
Greenwood
This is my precious boy..He is my only child and being adopted my only real part of my family he was taken from me in the night with no warning..He was a healthy loving big boy who lived with his mommy ..I loved him more than anything and need people to see what a very special boy he was and how very important his short life re
Arianna Madison Chase
June 2, 2005 – July 21, 2006
Motor Vehicle Accident
Winnipeg, MB
My Beautiful Angel Mommy will always have you in my heart… I love you and miss you so much
Joey Dowell
June 6, 1984 – July 30, 2003
ATV (all terrain vehicle )
Halifax, NS
The loss of my son has destroyed my life
Bill Grossmann
April 27th 1986 – May 27th 2006
Motor Vehicle Accident
Comox, BC
I miss my son very much, the loss our family feels in incredible. Life happens……… Love you always, Mom
Jamie Eric Leavitt
September 9, 1970 – August 6, 2000
Non-Hodgins Lymphoma/HIV
Deer Island
Six years ago today, Jamie lost his battle against heroin addiction and HIV. He was far from home, in Victoria, B.C. He was laid to rest here on Deer Island and is always close in my heart. He loved Tolkien and may he be at rest in that far green country beyond the white shores.
Timothy L. Dotts II
8-28-1981 – 4-18-2005
ATV accident
Indiana PA
Timmy was in a 4 wheeler accident(he was wearing his helmet) on 4-10-2005 and was in a coma for 8 days before he was declared brain dead. Our only comfort is that he donated his organs and at least 5 people have a better quality of life because of him. His heart still beats somewhere and it was a heart of pure gold. We miss our presious Timmy more than words could ever say !!!! He will live in our hearts forever !!!!
Liam Robert Hiltz
August 2004 – July 2006
SUDC (unknown as yet)
Canada
His parents and grandparents miss him so much.
Nathan Temperley
Feb 29, 1988 – Feb 29, 1988
Stillborn
Trail, BC
My precious son…gone but not forgotton
Justin Temperley
June 17, 1984 – July 4, 2003
car accident
Trail, BC
I need closure and haven’t found it yet. I miss Justin very much.
Matthew John Benko
July 12, 1988 – September 20, 2004
Trisome 18
My only son, I love and miss you still
Keenan Nicholai Gemmell
February 14, 2006 – February 25, 2006
Premature birth
Portage la Prairie, MB
Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you, plans to propser you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” We love you, Keenan. Mom, Dad and Trace.
Ryan Anthony Perrotti
September 24, 1996 – September 30, 2003
Seizure
Montreal, Quebec
My dearest son Ryan; I am having such a very hard time accepting this. I will never accept it. I keep thinking that you’re on a vacation and will one day return. We have not touched you room. It stands as it did the day you were called to be with all the other angels. I have such an emptiness in me that no one except a parent who has been through the same thing can understand. You are on my mind 24/7. Your brother saved our lives and I thank you everyday for sending him to us. Although, I miss you for myself and daddy I also miss you very much because your brother will never get to know you but through our eyes. To know that he has a big brother and will never have the chance to get to know you better hurts so much it aches. He has the most wonderful big brother a person could ask for. He is starting to say your name and when we ask him where Ryan is he points at your picture. I miss you so much I wish I could come get you. I would be there in a second without ever looking back. Until I see you in heaven I love you forever and ever and ever…. Mommy
Monday May 6, 1991 – Adrian Ross Samiec
Monday May 6, 1991 – 11th April 1984
4th September 2005
Car accident
Pincourt, Quebec
Adrian was a passenger in a car which crashed into a tree on the way back from a party last Labour Day weekend. The driver, a neighbour’s son, had been drinking and lost control on a bend, doing over two times the speed limit, when trying to overtake another vehicle on a quiet backroad. The neighbounr’s son survived and I sometimes see him outside cutting the grass, living his life without physical disability. My son lost so much blood, as it took 20 minutes to free him from the car, and he was in cardiac arrest by the time the ambulance arrived at the hospital. Words cannot describe our pain – we will miss Adrian’s enthusiasm, happy, cheerful personality, his love of life, nature, his optimism, his smile and his love, forever.
Leo Louis McPhee
September 26, 1989 – March 21, 2006
Chohing game
Saint John N.B
Our sixteen-year-old son died playing the choking game. To find your son like this is beyond belief. Three months today and every night I cry my self to sleep. To bury a child is wrong. Leo is my baby, his sister can’t sleep, my husband can’t stop asking why WHY does a child play such a stupid game, other say my son killed him self. I have to listen to rumors when don’t know my son two day before he died he ask me about space monkey (the name of the game). After his death we found out he played this game with other boy. I miss my son and don’t know how to go on. I’m worried he alone looking for his mom. Thank you for letting me vent, it helps.
Ryan Christopher Dawson
Nov. 15, 1979 – May 11, 2004
Motorcycle Accident
Surrey, BC
Ryan was a son to be proud of and I don’t know if I told him this enough..I miss you Ryan so much, its been just over 2 years and the pain doesn’t seem to ease. The woman driving the car got away with your accident and that is what hurts so much… no consequenses for her actions. We got a death sentence and she got off… I pray every night for something I know i can’t have, but that doesn’t stop me from wishing for just one more moment with you, just one more hug, just one more “luv ya mom”. Our lives are forever changed for that one second on May 11/2004 when the woman driving the car “didn’t see you”. Love always, Mom, Dad & Stacey
Kaley Rose Conrad
June 19, 2003 – June 19, 2003
Hypo plastic heart
Bridgewater
It has been 3 years today since you left us. My heart breaks every day not having you around. Riley talks about you often, wishing you were here to play with him. We love you and miss you dearly. Mommy, Daddy, Riley and Justin.
Christopher Min Htet Oo
October 4th 2001 – May 12th 2006
hit by a speeding truck
Vancouver BC
Dear Son, It’s been more that a month since you left us to be with heavenly Father. We miss you so much. Mommy just wanted to please you since you’d been missing your friend so much. We were walking to your friend’s house so that you could play with him. Your friend’s house is only 4 houses away from us. It was such a beautiful day baby. You were so happy and I was very happy to see your smiling face as well. I’m so sorry baby that I couldn’t protect you. Please forgive me. Please forgive me. I love you so much. May May is so proud of you baby. You were such a wonderful son and the best big brother. You have beautiful big eyes and eye-brows. You were such a popular little four-year-old. You were very easy to be pleased. You never wanted anything except to have a good time with your friends. I know that you didn’t suffer. You didn’t even have one broken bone. You were like sleeping but Mommy went crazy baby. Both Mommy and PayPay went crazy. I will always love you. You’ll always be my first-born beautiful baby boy. I will meet you again. Please come and pick me up at the other side of the tunnel when my time comes. Love always, Mommy
Shauna Packer
February 22, 1975 – July 15, 1997
fall from 7 storey building
Richmond, BC Canada
How does a mother ever fill her heart when her only child dies unexpectedly?
Alexander Elliott Rathie Csinger
August 4, 2002 – October 3, 2002
Neo-natal Marfan Syndrome/heart complications
Vancouver, BC
Born with love but without hope. You were with us for only 2 months but you will always be remembered. Love mom, dad and your big brother
Mauricio Alexander Campeau Rivera
April 9th, 2006 – May 19th, 2006
Enlarged heart
Calgary, Alberta
For 41 days you were with us. You are missed by your beloved grandma Yvette and Grand-papa Christian. I guess the saying is true, we can love someone to death. We will always love and remember you
Hope Alger
April 28, 2000 – April 28, 2000
Premature Birth
Kamloops, BC
The Compassionate Friends Materials given to us at the hospital were a huge blessing, Thank You, God Bless, Connie & Steve Alger
Kelly Novakovski
July 19/1984 – March 30, 2005
unknown
Saskatoon, SK
Our daughter Kelly was born with achdroplasia which means that she was a dwarf. She may have been small but she was mighty in many ways. She was our youngest child and our only daughter. Her big brothers, their wives and their children all miss her too. She faced many challenges in her short life….health issues, she had terrible headaches related to a shunt, it was always hard to be different, to be smaller than everyone else but somehow she always managed. She didn’t mind doing things differently but she minded very much being left out or told that she “couldn’t” do something. She worked very hard to be independant. Her Dad and I worried about her, her whole life, her health issues, her social issues, just everything. God, it’s hard to stop. I miss her so much. I miss her music, the way she would listen to music, watch TV and dance all at the same time. How she would ask the minute she was in the door, if she had had any calls?? Her life was really coming together, she had a boyfriend, she had a job, and she was working toward finishing a “teacher assistant” course. And suddenly it was over. We don’t know why? They called it a “pulmonary hemorrage” but no one could explain why???????? She went to work that night, I talked to her at 8pm and all was well. 45 minutes later, she was gone and our nightmare had just begun……………We miss her desperately and will forever! We love you Kel, always will. I would be happy to be an email buddy with anyone who would like to talk. wendynovakovski@usask.ca. Losing a child is something that I will never “get over”. I may learn to accept or live with it but I’ll never be done with it.
Brad Harpe
February 16, 1983 – June 1, 2002
Car Accident
Logan Lake, BC
I will miss him for every minute of every day for the rest of my life.
Robert Jeffery Daggitt
May 1995 – May 1995
still born at 7 months
Mission, BC
My son, A day does not go by that I do not think about you and who you might have been had you lived. I dream about you some times and some times I cry for you. I know you would have been a good boy. I also believe that the lord Jesus took you in his open loving arms. love Daddy
Ryan Thomas Gibbs Haddrell
Oct 31, 1985 – Dec 12, 2005
diabetes
Kelowna, BC
June 1 2006. Today marks 171 days since you left, and it still feels like yesterday. We put your name on the Brevity Memorial Wall here, so we have somewhere to go, a ritual to begin to honour and remember your birthday, deathday, Valentine’s Day… I will always look for you at the beach on Canada Day. I missed you at the dance at your sister’s school today; when we arrived, there was a young man dressed like you riding a bike down the street…when Green Day’s “When September Ends” played, Eve and I both cried, and we both had to leave the dance hall, but could not find each other. That’s the CD we found in the stereo beside your bed. Tomorrow we leave for Washington, to Seabeck, where Eve and I can spend time with other parents and siblings, to try to make peace with ourselves. It’s good timing, I think, because we saw many big brothers tonight looking after their little sisters at the school. I wished you were there with us. I found your list of messenger IDs, but I can’t figure out your passwords. Send me some hints, OK? I still want to try to find some more of your friends. Miss you like crazy, Pumpkin. Love, Mum.
Douglas McCrimmon-Hayes
June 3,1969 – June 3, 1969
Hyaline Membrane Disease
Tampa, Florida
Tomorrow you would be 37 years old; but, my arms and heart still long for my infant son I lost so many years ago. You are in my heart and will be there always. As long as I am living, my baby you’ll be. I am sure Heaven is a better place with you there. Love, Mommy
Kevin James McCarthy
January 8,1976 – June 2, 2001
Drug overdose
Abbotsford, BC
Taylor Poulton
May 18, 1988 – December 16, 2004
Car accident
Victoria, BC
Missing you everyday always…When I hear good guitar music I think of you. We had champagne for you on your 18th birthday and wished you were here so much. Love Mom
LOGAN DOUGLAS HANNAN
1/1/06 – 3/10/06
SUDS
Pittsburgh, PA
LOGAN YOU BROUGHT JOY TO MY LIFE WHEN YOUR MOM CALLED ME AND SAID THAT YOU WERE BORN AND I WAS SO HAPPY AND WHEN YOUR MOM TOLD ME YOU WERE IN HEAVEN MY HEART FELT LIKE IT GOT RIPPED OUT OF ME. LOVE, YOUR AUNT EMILY
Tamara Leigh Guttman
July 28, 1990 – December 21, 2005
Arrythmogenic Right Ventricular Dysplasia
Whitehorse, YT
Our daughter Tamara’s great passions in life were her love of dance and her love of the outdoors, and the love of her friends and family above all else. Tamara died suddenly in our home of heart failure due to ARVD. There were no symptoms or signs of anything wrong; moments before whe had been upstairs chatting & laughing. She was strong, beautiful, talented and opinionated, and the loss of our spirited girl has left us devastated. We miss you so much, Tammy! We love you always, you are forever dancing in our hearts.
Chealsey Ann
heart complications
I never got to meet you but I’m sure you would have been a really good sister. I light this candle for you.
Leila Ann Marie Brennan (nee Gray)
August 9, 1975 – August 8, 2002
Helicopter Crash
Carcross, Yukon
My daughter Leila was a helicopter pilot who went down in the mechanical failure crash of her Sikorsky S61-L helicopter while engaged in heli-logging activities in central British Columbia in 2002. She was the light of my life, the child of my innermost heart and being – and the scary/wonderful part – the most like me of all my special and beautiful kids. Her death has left a hole in my heart which can only be bridged by prayer and the Light of love, sweet memories, and an unshakeable belief that our spirits will touch again in eternity. I love you, Leila! Still and forever!
Shawn Douglas Steele
June 4 1987 – April 13 2005
Car accident
Redcliff, Alberta
Shawn it has been nine months now since your passing.Xmas was hard not having you there.Thier is not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you or shed tears for you. You meant alot too me son an I miss you very much.All the memories and good times we use to have are starting to come back and this is very hard knowing I cannot touch you only have memories of you. I know the pain will never let up till the day I meet you son. So for now son I send all my love to you . Your Mother and Sister send thier love to. Missing your terribly.
ADAM CRAIG HENDELSON
11-1-75 – -16-03
interaction of prescription drugs, caused from car accident
SUNRISE, Fla.
MY DEAREST ADAM, IT JUST TURNED 24 MONTHS THAT YOU WERE TAKEN FROM US. I SWEAR, I HAVE NO IDEA HOW I MADE IT THROUGH THESE LAST 24 MONTHS. EVERYDAY IS A STRUGGLE TO EVEN GET UP. THIS IS A NIGHTMARE FROM HELL. HOW I LONG TO SEE YOUR HANDSOME FACE AND MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE ANYONE AS EVER SEEN. I LONG TO HEAR YOUR INFECTIOUS LAUGH AND SENSE OF HUMOR. IT IS JUST NOT FAIR THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE ON EARTH ANYMORE. WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT GOD BEING THINKING???? LETTING A CHILD DIE BEFORE HIS/HER PARENTS. IF GOD WAS SO ALMIGHTY AND WONDERFUL, YOU WOULD STILL BE HERE LIKE IT SHOULD BE. I WOULD BE VISITING YOU AT YOUR APARTMENT, NOT A CEMETARY. HOW YOUR BROTHER AND I MISS YOU. IT IS LITERALLY UNBEARABLE AND STILL A SHOCK. I STILL CAN’T BELIEVE THAT I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN. I WAS SO FULL OF JOY WHEN YOU WERE BORN. NOW, I HAVE NOTHING BUT SADDNESS IN MY HEART. IN MY LIFE, I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE IN THIS SITUATION. NEVER. I LOVE YOU ADAM, AND I WILL REMEMBER YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY, AND REMEMBER THE JOY YOU BROUGHT ME. I AM PROUD TO HAVE BEEN YOUR MOM. LOVE YOU FOREVER AND A DAY, MOM
Aaron Steven Knight
November 17, 1988 – January 22, 1994
Leukemia
Brampton, Ontario
In five short years, Aaron lived a complete life. He brought joy to his parents and siblings and never struggled with the concerns of adolescence and adulthood. We are confident that Aaron’s spirit lives with Jesus, and we look forward to a future reunion.
CHELSEA MCDONALD
JANUARY 19TH-1993 – MAY 1ST-2004
SMOKE INHALATION
LASALLE, QC
WELL MY SWEETEST CHELSEA, ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY AND I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU AND CELEBRATE YOUR BEGINNING OF TEENAGE-HOOD. I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT NOT ONE SECOND HAS PASSED FOR ME, I FEEL YOU ARE WITH ME ALL THE TIME; AND THAT YOU NEVER LEFT ME. I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE PASSED ON TO ANOTHER LEVEL IN LIFE, BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HERE WITH ME. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU SO MUCH THAT IT IS UNBEARABLE. I WILL BE STRONG FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU TAUGHT ME SO MUCH ABOUT BEING STRONG. YOUR GENTLE KINDNESS, YOU PERSERVERANCE, YOUR HUMOUR, YOU MY SWEET GRAND-DAUGHTER ARE A PERFECT EXAMPLE OF THE PERFECT GIRL. GRAMMA AND GRANDPA CHERISH EVERY SECOND THAT WE HAD WITH YOU, THE MEMORIES ARE SOMETIMES OVERWHELMING BUT SO WORTH EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD.I LOVE YOU MORE EVERY DAY. BYE MY ANGEL FOR TODAY, JUST REMEMBER TOMORROW IS ONLY A DAY AWAY. HUGS AND KISSES CHELSEA. LOVE FOREVER GRAMMA AND GRANDPA. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.
CHELSEA, I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT MAMA AND DADA AND REMEDY CAME TO SEE YOU TODAY, AND THEY RELEASED 13 GREEN BALLOONS IN THE AIR TO GET TO YOU FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY, ALSO A BEAUTIFUL SOCCERBALL BALLOON IN HONOR OF YOUR AMAZING TALENTS IN SPORTS. MAMA AND DADA WILL NEVER EAT MEAT ON YOUR BIRTHDAY, JUST TO LET YOU KNOW THAT. THIS WILL BE A TRADITION FROM NOW ON. THEY LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT, BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY IT TO YOU. THEY DO THE BEST THEY CAN FOR NOW, UNTIL THEY WILL BE REUNITED WITH YOU AND ANTHONY AND HAILEY. REMEDY IS ALOT LIKE YOU, MAMA SEES IT VERY MUCH IN HER, THE SWEET WAYS THAT YOU HAD SHE HAS, EXCEPT SHE MIGHT HAVE A TEMPER (HA, HA,) DON’T SAY THAT I SAID THAT). WELL MY SWEETNESS I WILL LET YOU GO FOR NOW, AND I WILL FILL YOU IN ON MORE VERY SOON. LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU, LOVE YOU. HI ANTHONY AND HAILEY, DON’T GET MAD AT GRAMMA. YOU GET A BIG LETTER WHEN IT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU BOTH AND MISS YOU EXACTLY THE SAME AMOUNT AS CHELSEA, YOU KNOW THAT. SO DOES MAMA AND DADA. ITS JUST THAT THIS IS CHELSEA’S DAY OK MY DOLLS. I CAN’T SEND YOU ENOUGH LOVE THAT I FEEL, THERE IS NOT ENOUGH ROOM IN THIS WORLD. SO FOR NOW MY SWEET ANGELS, LOVE AND KISSES FOREVER AND EVER AMEN. ILOVE YOU ALL FOREVER AND EVER. BYE FOR NOW, AND GRAMMA WILL BE TALKING TO YOU AGAIN VERY SOON, I KNOW THAT I TALK TO YOU ALL TO MUCH DURING THE DAY, BUT THAT’S WHAT I HAVE TO DO. I GET MY BEST DAY’S ONLY WHEN I TALK TO YOU CHELSEA, ANTHONY AND HAILEY. LOVE AND KISSES ALWAYS: LOVE GRAMMA AND GRANDPA XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
James Anthony Gordon
February 24,1976 – August 6,2003
murdered
Dayton
To my beloved brother and bestfriend,Tony..I WILL NOT FORGET YOU,FOR I HAVE INSCRIBED YOU ON THE PALMS OF MY HANDS… (ISAIHH 49:15-15) From Your Sister,Tracy YOU ARE LOVED MORE..THAN LIFE ITSELF!!!
Zoe Bartlett
July 21,2000 – November 18,2005
Unknown
Pierrefonds, QC
5 years of happiness gone in a flash, one night and my life is gone I lived and breathed for that little girl, no more purpose, no more baking muffins @ 6 AM or walking her to the bus stop to kindergarten, no more crawling into bed with me in the morning/Zoe was the only thing that could make me smile after a hard days work, I will never smile or be happy again, Tey still cant tell me why, my perfectly healthy girl could not breath anymore, My beautiful Angel sent to me, is gone and so am I I Love you Zoe, my peanut butter Mama’s lost without you !!!
David Shane Berry
January 15th 1978 – May 3rd 2002
suicide
Ile des Chênes, Manitoba
Our son chose to leave this world behind after struggling to live with schizophrenia for many years. This song really speaks to my heart; as difficult as it was for David and for us, we would not change one minute that we shared with him – as if we could! He would have celebrated his 28th birthday today. “The Dance” by Garth Brooks Lookin’ back on the memory of The dance we shared ‘neath the stars above For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you’d ever say goodbye? And now, I’m glad I didn’t know The way it all would end – the way it all would go. Our lives are better left to chance, I could have missed the pain, But I’d have had to miss the dance. Holding you, I held everything. For a moment wasn’t I a king (queen)? But if I’d only known how the king would fall – Hey who’s to say? You know I might have changed it all. And now, I’m glad I didn’t know The way it all would end – the way it all would go. Our lives are better left to chance, I could have missed the pain, But I’d have had to miss the dance. Yes my life it’s better left to chance, I could have missed the pain, But I’d have had to miss the dance. Forever in our hearts. Love Mom, Dad and sister Dana
TUESDAY EDWARDS
1ST APRIL 2003 – 1ST APRIL 2003
BORN SLEEPING
ENGLAND
THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER. THINGS ARE TOUGH AT THE MOMENT. I MISS YOU AND WISH YOU WERE HERE. LOTS OF LOVE MY PRINCESS. MOMMY XXXXXXXXX
Shawn Lautenbach
Jan 14 1974 – Oct. 9th 1994
Automobile accident
Tweed Ont.
My dearest Shawn, today is your special day, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, to think you would have been 32 today. I have sat this morning and wondered what your life would have been like, where you would be living, what kind of a job you would have, how many grandchildren you would have given me and what their names might have been. Shawn it is so hard here without you, not to see your blue eyes twinkling and that big smile you always had on your face, not just for your family but for everyone you knew. Shawn I sure hope you are having a big birthday party in heaven with dad, Mark, and all your friends who also left this earth before their time. Today I wish I was there with you I just miss you so much, but I know some day we will be together again and then we will have a really big bash and I will make your favorite cake again. Shawn this is so hard to do that I have to make it short but we all send you a big birthday kiss and just know that we all miss and love you. Mom, Dad, Jeff Wendi, Rick, Amie, Heather, Alyssa, Kurtis, and Rileigh. xxxxoooo
